well 2day in skool we got r panoramic photo taken of us!as i quite like getting my photo taken i didnt mind 2 much BUT one slight problem.... it was pouring!and we had 2 stand n the rain for an hour on top of this stand thing watching as our shirts gradually get more and more see through!by the end the photo we were all indecent with all colours of bras showing to the world now to be recored in this photo for years to come!but we got to go home after that as we kicked up some fuss but we had 2 come back in again.
helping organise the prayer aspect of impy has really helped 2 keep me focused on God throughtout the day. instead of just day dreamin when i get boreed n class i start thinking bout waht we can do to increase prayer and then that gets me thinking about God and asking him for help which is kul! i quite enjoyed su today we watched friends in it and then got questiones on it about selfishness. i am quite a selfish person really although i try not to be and when im being selfish im not usually aware of it. well my teas ready although im not actually hungry at all for it anyway bye

hey im really excited bout Gods plans for me at the minute i really cant wait though i know ill have 2 be patient though as most of u know patience is one of the things i struggle with!remember 2 ask clare wot she thinks ur potential is n remember she belives every1 in impy has potential n there r no acceptions!i was very grumpy this mornin n was the toal dramam queen when leaving the house this monrin as i had so much stuff n my hands n cudnt get the door open so i just slammed it all down lol i was extremely moddy but i wasa blre 2 laugh at it afterwards n apologised 2 my dad for bein so grumpy. at least now when im bein grumpy im aware of it n try 2 bring myself out of it. i was just sayin 2 God bout it n then singin im a lil yellow fish n my head to make myself snap out of it.
i do love laura g she was nice n went 2 the shop with me 2day but i rewarded her with a black jack bar.(she asked me 2 mention her in it)

if you have any ideas about prayer ideas for impact or wotever txt me or stephen n let us know as clare has put us incharge of da prayer aspect!scary or wot!She told me 2day we have a free run with it wow so much power lol just if you cud b praying for stephen n i fopr ideas n things n when we're leadin it on sunday at 715 b4 impact!another reminder for you all to come! i do belive that prayer is such an imporatnt part of our lives read phillipians 4 v 6 which says sumthin like "dont worry about anything instead prayer about everything" ive got in the habit now of chattin to God about everything i may start by thinkin about it in my own head n then id turn that in2 a conversatoin with God. prayer is conversatoin with God which means we have 2 listen as well as speak otherwise its a one sided conversatoin im vetry guilty of that as i find it hard 2 concentrate when im trying top lidsten 2 God as my mind wanders. o dats another thing we cud look at how 2 listen 2 God this blog thing realy works n sorting out your thoughts!
well i think ive said more than enuff for 2day nyes laura i know i cant type but im sure ull get the general drift byes

ive been quite fed up at school at the mo but i tink dats just coz ive been gettin in a rather lazy mood!need2 get myself outa it like this weekedn i did no work wotsoever n i cud have been gettin on wit my art hmm!im annoyed with myseklf now. 2day my relative from australis-my 2nd cousin was over visitin n she says i can come visit her n stay whenver which is soooo kul!i wud love 2 go there n live there for a year or sumthin wud b mad!n my great uncle bill owns a rainforest there how kul?!well i tot so nyway
im away 2 bedybyes coz my tummys sore poor me nitenite

i just got my hair cut loevly at david lloyd but im paying for it outa my money its all nice n layered n slightly shorter than usual but i like it!ive been feeling ver very tired lately this afternoon i was just readin n then i had the sudden urge 2 sleep n so i did.i still have no idea wot 2 do for my work experiecne every1 keeps giving me conflicting advice im so confused!n i have prayed bout it but so far 2 no avail.
i was having a great conversation with my friend las tnite bout wot itll be like when get married n have r kids n stuff!i still cant belive there will be a person growing inside me!mind blowin stuff!i never planned my wedding as a child n when we made up plays n stuff i was always da guy lol i used 2 play calamity jane with my best friend kelly n i loved bein calamity jane wheras she prefered bein katy.but im fairly getin in2 the swing of bein a girl now lol plannin my weddings buyin new clothes gettin my hair cut lol it is fun growing up though i still feel like a lil girl.byes

well 2day was a strange day!In art today i was squeezing this bottle of black paint into the wee container thing n at first it wudnt come out so i was just squeezin it n then suddendly bloughaa n the whole bottle uddenly squireted out all over me n on the walls n the ceilin n i was in a room wit a bunch on 4th years n they all just started at me n not one of them helped i was in shock lol was so funny n it turened out the paint wasnt black at all it was actually prussion blue!!!!well at least i made every1 laugh my art teacher every time she looks at me bursts out laughin hmm!The thing was though when i was gettin changed in the loos i was tellin God all bout it n knew he was smilin at me. Also i cud have bust in2 tears coz i was so shocked at so much paint n was feelin sorry for myself but tellin God made me see the funny side of it so i cud just laugh at myself! luckily i had my tracksuit with me change in2 coz i had cricket 2day
it was rather fun cricket though im not very gd tennis was fun as well i do love harriet my tennis friend she's just so lovely but it was kul 2day coz megan started askin me bout y i had decided only 2 date good chrisitan boys n was askin me quesiotns bout bein a chrisitan n i was able 2 anwser also last nite when i was out for a meal with friends my friend waqs saying how all christian shud b millionarres if they belive it n she has also said this but ive never been strong enuff 2 back up wot i belive but i was able 2! n back my opinion dat dats wrong up with scriptures it was kul!well nitenite

well im up at david lloyd using the computer v kul the keys are really easy to use!im feeling very tired today and fell asleep just before i came out!also my battery on my cdman ran out so i gave up quickly on the treadmill i really need my sum41 to keep me going!ive decided im really going to stick to only going out with good chrisitan boys but there seem to be no single attractive ones out there so im just having to be patient and wait for huever God has chosen for me!its very hard having to wait and be patient but im just havin to rely on God. I KNOW he has some1 for me!mainly as im terrified of the dark and cudnt live in a house by myself also i really really want to have kids i cant wait!well im going to go buy some chocolate now i think i deserve it then curl up n bed mb with my hot water bottle n read harry pottor!lovely!
byes love hannah

im feelin rather tired at the minute and very cold!poor me!all my bein a gd chrisitan girl was really put to the test last nite!it was really hard n i felt so crap ubt i am pleased to say i was able to come out on top of the it!im having to deciede wot work experience to do for nxt week and i have no idea!these r my thought so far
-journalism as i love english and history
arciology-as i wud olve 2 find secret passages n i love history n like rs
teaching-as i love children
youth worker-which was something bec suggested to me

see i want to serve Gofd and do what he wants me to do cept i dont know what he's guiding me to do!ive prayred n prayed bout it n asked advice from ppl but ive just been givin lots of conflictin ideas!its just so hard!if uve got any ideas let me know plz !!!!byes

hey well i have decided i am going to be a gd girl and retract my comment about random snogging made earlier in my blog.n im just gona go 4 a gd (attractive)christian boy. o bt ur blog was really gd it did help!this week has gone so quickly!i cant belive its friday 2morrow i realyl want 2 see down with love it looks class.
i was in beattie's car 2nite outside CI while she went inside 2 collect her cheque n u may say fair enuff so wot but i am terrified of the dark!so i was crappin mysekf n beattie it seemed to me took agess n i was facing a dark forest so i prayed"!i prayed so so hard lol for protectoin coz i know it says "you have nothing to fear but me" or something like dat. so that helped me through it!this is one of the reasons i have decided God has a husband for me coz theres no way i cud live in a house on my own i get sacerd even in my bedroom at nite
well i better go up there now! nitenite

another long and tiring day of school!school is so draining lately coz u have to listen and concentrate all the time its soo hard!i have an rs trip on wednesday to go round city hall and stormont with catholic school girls from dublin fun fun though storomont presby r proiving us with pizzas from capers and tray bakes!i wonder if theyll be really gd n show us up?they r supposed 2 have really long skirts n stuff.o just 2 say that i love jenny gregg as she gave me the cutest lil phone cover o lil miss naughty!its so cute n i love it!i got through 2 the 2nd audition for house plays n had 2 audition 2day!first time i had 2 be a posh english school girl so i did it taking the piss coz u had 2 be really enthuisiastic n go JUbilatee etc!this time i was a rebelious teenager i dont know if ive made it in but i want 2 be as i want 2 be deputy house captain!
i am in the orchestra and go to su and if i get in ill be in the house plays all i need is a sport.I decided today oi was going to go 2 cricket in school when i told my dad this he laughed at me and said i was trying 2 make some sort of a statment!!i dont see whats so funny about it!im quite a gd wee cricket player n have a gd bowl lol of cource ive only really played with jaime!if any1 wud like 2 help me learn cricket i wud b much obliged as i dont want to appear to stupid!byes

hey well i really got alot out of 8am this morning i really felt challenged 2 sort my life out Gods been speakin 2 me over the last few days challenging me about different things n today what hes been saying to me has just all kinda come together!its kul when u get 2 c a part of his bigger picture at the time u may have been like y on earth does God want me 2 do that whats the point in that then when u see the point its like ur eyes have been opened!byes

im really liking the new msn at the moment!i totally stuffed garth in checkers the other day ill have 2 play some1 hu can actually play nxt time!i challenged last nite to make it up with any1 i have a grudge against was hard 2 swallow my pride n do it i have realised i have alot of pride which is wrong!
kids club was great fun this mornin!i really love it although it means i cant do jujitsu or hockey but kids club gives me enough excersise as it is but i do love the kids dearly!
my carrers teacher is gona havelots of fun with me coz i have no idea wot i wana do with my life!n work expereince is in jan so i dont no were i waan go 4 it!mb the bbc!dat wud b kul.if any1 has any ideas of what they think i wud b gd at plz email or txt me coz im a bit stuck!byes

well i had a great time 2nite i was amazin at hide n seek lol i hid behind the hat stand go me n i won but phil n bec started snoggin infront of me yuk!!but all n all it was a gd nite though it was a terrible day as i cudnt move my neck at akll 2 the left n was n agony n had 2 get an ice pack!i felt so stupid walkin round skool with it!ui do seem very accident prone!n do u know how i hurt m neck?by coughin!i had 2 take pain killers but the thing is i cant swallow so i had the nurse n stitches at my attempts!i do seem 2 have made ppl laugh today.....well im away 2 bed now i have kids club n its gona b sore 2 sleep poor me lol nite nite hope u all sleep well

Well im home from another exciting and thrilling day from school!my throats still sore though not as sore as this mornin!im just back from orchestra n i was all chuffed coz i cud actually keep up a new first for me!grade 6 is so much harder than grade 5 though im really lovin playin my violin at the min.ive decided that if i can play this spanish piece my teach has set me then i am talented!art was gd fun 2day i used charchol my favourite n i ended up black as usual. i just dont understand how some people can come away from art after using charchol totally pristine!accordin to the teacher im expressionistic hmm im hopin thats a gd thing!
rs is i have decided the most boring subject ever!the teach just drones on n on n then asks questoins untill we get it rite its like some kinda torture!historys gettin a lil better and more enjoyable though theres a total swot in the class n i cant help but feel satified if she gets sumthin wrong that i get rite!
i just realised that every1 else tlaks bout christian stuff in theirs n so far i havent!ive been feelin quite attacked by the devil at da mo so im puttin on my armour everyday!the sentence from ephesions-"when you r angry do not sin n b sure to stop being angry befor the end of the day" has been very much with me as im sure some ppl will understand y!ive been awfully quick 2 flair up on ppl n cant quite control my temper it aint gd coz i have quite a wee temper when i get riled well i think this is long enuff already n im gona go n eat my choc muffin my nanny brought me!i love my nanny!
byes

well its a dreary thursday morning and my throat has seized up n im findin it hard 2 speak!yipee im feelin so great!but at least its thursday so i can just keep thinking tomorrows friday n that gets me back on track again!see i cant get sick at the minute as i have a hospital appointment nxt week 2 see if i need my tonsils out n i really dont want them out it will mean takin time of skool which i cant afford as im wantin 2 do well plus the pain factor!i was told the other day that i wasnt smart enough to get into queens this was a shovck to my system as ive always wanted 2 go there!well see!well time for school byes

wow ive finally discovered how to post another blog!yipee!ive just discovered a certain stepehn mccan has been spreading my lil ecrets told to him in confidence!im not a happy hannah!though to be fair the lil secrets werent dat secret it appears that everyone already knows everything anyway!anyway my life aint dat excitin to have a proper secret
well im loving school at the minute i get 12 frees a week n im doing all the subjects i enjoy so its quite lovely!the rest of my life is also going ok im been going to the gym alot so that makes me feel gd about myself!the whole guy frount is the only thing which isn't really happening for me and at the moment im not even sure if i want anything serious to happen with any1 id rather just u know get off wit some 1 with no strings attatched i sound like some kinda slut o dear!well i better head now ill probably regret writting this it shows up just how immature i am!byes