hey i have a bit of a headache at the min have had last couple of days on n off tis annoyin. my weird dreams have started again as well so random n strange verging on nightmares but not quite so yet. i didnt even think i was that stressed but maybe I am. I got rather stressed doing my ecdl exam 2day in was sittin tryin 2 finish it in the room by myself for ten mins lol felt a bit wick.
I looked after my twins at the weekend I love them so much n have realised im so maternal! they were sleepin in my room n i kept wakin up 2 check they were ok.didnt get much sleep lol i cant wait 2 have kids!!well i can wait obviously but will be so excitin!!It got me thinkin bout how much God cares for us n how much he wants for us as I wud have done nythi n2 protect those kids n 2 keep them safe n was listenin 2 c if they needed me how much more does God feel for us no wonder he never sleeps
also watchin kids movies over da weekend!robin hood as a fox disney version was soooooo gd i love it!!maid marion rocks!!one of my fave disney ones!alsop wathcin swan lake barbie and had such a great endin true love did indeeed triumph was so cute. lol im just gettin broody coz valentines day is approchin i hope i get a card!!i always like 2 send one dont know hu i will 2 this year..................if u ask me 2 send u one i will like 2 make u look popular lol well gona play some pinball its an addictive game though i do rock at it lol byes

Hello all, well this blog entry is for Philip and Laura as they have complained that they cannot understand what I am saying when I shorten words so I am endeavoring to be as correct as possible! I may even spell check!
I've been getting really upset lately and down and I feel I have a very false life. I have lived on this earth sixteen nearly seventeen years and I feel I have achieved nothing and that I am doing nothing that is worth anything. This is a very depressing realization. I also realized that I love material things too much as when my straightners broke last night I was so so upset- over a pair of straightners!
oh, and my cousin Rory nearly died last night. Which is something worthwhile to be upset about. He is six months old and was born with downsyndrum and has a hole in his heart. As he is growing so is the hole which means he gets infections very easily. At the minute he is in the Royal hospital and last night he nearly died because of his heart so please pray for him. Thanks.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE N ALL!!!a very funny thing happened to me in this new year. I was taking my doggie ruggles for a walk in stormont when this mornin though really it was afternoon n everythin was fine n i was admirin Gods creation n theni went down this path n got scared so had 2 run back n then when i was leavin i had 2 go down this grassy slope but i slipped n landed on my behind n was covered in muck n then had 2 walk the whole way home. was very funny i cudnt stope laughin 2 myself gr8 start tot the new year lol though it was v typical of me things like dat always happen.i thanked God for givin me a sense of humour coz otherwise i wud have just cried.
i had gd fun at lauras last nite was talkin 2 some rather random ppl was quite funny pants was ok bit borin in places though i saw lotsof ppl i aint seen in ages so was gd chattin 2 them.well gd afternoon 2 ny1 hu reads this mwah!!