hey all had a nice wee weekend away with my family was quite relaxing but was so strange that i wasnt doing anything or hadnt 2 be sumwhere or was t last for anything. I did miss kids club though.was reading a book called the queens confessions by victoria holt all about marie anointeette it was allk from her point of view which was strange coz id read another novel which was from the main revolutionaries point of view lol just reading over this and i really am a freak lol but well coz i was readin bout her i dreamt last nite i was to marry the future king of frandce n so then i wud b queen of france n ui was very excited bout this as i really was in love with him but ppl were conspirin 2 keep us apart.
weekend also gave me lots of time 2 think about hu i am which fitted in very well with wot clare was saying about identityi feel im becommin sum1 hu i dont wana be n dont know how 2 get away from it. aklso htink that most ppl probably think im very up myself which aint gd but i know i can set myself up 2 think im better than wot i do i suppose its coz i dont wana appear weak or vunerable in any way 2 others i duno
the prayer meetin was also really gd 2nite well done to stephen i really think hes much better at takin them than me coz ppl actually listen and learn from him ive decided 2 give up both pinball which i dearly love n will mean my dad will surely beat me but i do play alot n will be gd 2 give it up also givin up guys!!!!!which lynsie will be disappointed in me for lol i aint gona go out with a guy for 40days even if yhes very attrraxctive n perfect n asks me out lol although it may be unlikely that this will happen if it does i cant go out with him well gona go now n play pinball lol i still have till wed 2 play it i wana have a pancake party on tues if u wana come just pop rouind2 my house from bout 5 onwards till 7
nbyes

hey happy valentines day 2 everyone!!!!mwah! I got two cards this morning in the post was very exciting ones i know is from my mum n dad lol happens every year coz seeminly when i was 2 i cried on valentines day coz i didnt get one. but i cant work out who the other one is from its got 5 dashes as 2 the name so i was thinking mb my mate laura!hmm i got one bout two years ago n i still aint worked out who its from!
panto's been goin really well i think its gd fun doing it im really glad i hve. everyone is so nice its been kul gettin 2 know them. my make up wont come off properly though even after a shower i kinda look as if ive go fake tan on but rather badly put on fun fun.!well my dining room is freezing so im gona go get changed outa my pjas!lol normally on a sat id be a kids club ah bliss!well byes

well my work experience rocked!!tot id posted a comment bout it but must have dreamt dat!working in the office was kul coz anna da admin person was so lovely n really needed our help coz fundraising info had 2 be sent out but friday morn so waqs mostly stickin labels on n stamping n stuffing envelopes was quite excitin coz i got 2 frank!soooo kul!if u know wot that is i will be very impressed!
on da tuesday i went 2 a retreat down at castlwellan which was for da axiom y1 n tom team ppl.was really gd in the small group with a load of girlies they seem so spiritaul n so in touch wit God was quite humbling. then laura donelly n i played cards with these guys doin y1 so dat was gd fun. then was taken out for coffee by da leaders theyre all so nice had some gorgeous choc cake mmmm!
on da last day of work expereince it was time 2 go home n so i was lookin 4 my shoes coz i always take them off as i dont like workin with them on. i found one of them under the table where there shud have been 2 so i was quite confused n had every1 lookin for my poor lost shor. was rather typical of me 2 lose sumthin so i tot id just misplaced it. but after 20mins we still hadnt found it!!finally laura got one of da guys 2 ring peter this guy peter 2 check if hed hidden it which he had!i was not impressed so in true christan fashion i hid his soup. was really gd workin with them though had a lovely atmostphere n we did devotions everyday which was really kul!
laura donnely who i was workin with is lovely. we didnt really know each other except dat we were in da same year n at da same skool n was only we got chattin bout r work experience one day dat we ended up doin it 2gether. but we really did get on well hjad some really gd confos wit her n was such a laugh. she even made repetitive stamping not borin!o n if u think im competetive im nothing compared 2 her!!lolbut tis kul coz we've decided 2 meet up every other fri 4 prayer n chat which will b excitin!
been hard gettin in2 the regualrity of skool very tirin as well o well better go do my rs course work
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