hey!
again i humbly apologise for not writing in my blog in ages!!im just back from glasgow yesterday which was sooo much fun! I went with my best mate Lynsie for her 18th birthday and we stayed in the very posh Milton hotel were we discovered on the last day that tottenham football team were staying there and we had seen the whole team 2gether and not realised they were famous! We just shopped all day which was kul though I wasnt feeling well on the Monday n had 2 keep sitting down in shops poor me!well i have 2 go now but i will update soon
bye

well i am back from my adventures in sherwood forest!it was gr8 fun although while i was there i beca,me v v clumsy with my bikle and things like that falling over on top of me! I also became in much fitter shape as because the place was so big u had 2 ride ur bike everywhere so now i actually have muscles! I am also determined not 2 lose them so im going to the gym again 2day hopefu.lly im going 2 stick at this new fit hannah thing coz i want 2 run in the realy nxt year 2 raise moneuy 4 doing TOM team. i do feel quite old now as this is my last year of school!!how scary!n then ill hopefully be doing TOM team the year after. its all v scary as from when i was about 12 i talked about doing TOM team and now its like in a years time i will be doing it !it will be so strange being away from Knock.
on my holiday i also decided that i think im going to drop ENglish nxt year. I started to read the introductions to the book which will be couirsework nxt year n discovered it is a tragedy and is all about realism. we will also be studying tragedys as a topic nxt year which had already upset me!i like books and stories with happy endings i know taht not realistis but i think the world has enough realism in it so its nice 2 spend time in the safe world of books were happy endings are possible.hmm
 
i also want sum1 2 show me how 2 set up those things u can reply 2 on my blog coz i dont no how 2!

hey as jackie told me off lol for not blogging i tot i wud give it another go!im loving being off for the summer at the minute though last night i had this nightmare that i still had another exam to do n the day just kept repeating!ahh!just back from summer madness was kul getting to know tash scott and danny a lot better they r all kul guys was expecial;l;y fun playing fooseball with themi forgot how much ui loved that game. i think i found i was seeing Gods presence alot more ouitside the worship events that in!which is kul in a way!
o in since i last blogged ive started going out with adam! after my manyblogs of saying how i quite wanted a bf i found one who i already knew!tis kul coz ive known him for soo long we even went to the same primary skool!tis also kul coz he was in my old cell group n i remember how every week i always had a different guy hu i fancied lol. im loving going out with him though its so mujch fun n theres been stuff that ive been able to support him with n visa versa. we're also very openw ith each other n honest which can be hard at times but its definitly worth it.
we've had fun wee day trips out too lol like he took me 2 streamvale after going out 1 month n we had a picnic was nice. n form 2 months i took him to the aqarium which is the kulest place!there was only like 5 ppl at the touch tank demonstaration so we got 2 touch everything like the rays!so i can now say ive touched a shark!!how kul! he's away at army camp at the minute though in reading although at the minute hes in Belgium as they're going to do a recreation of the dunkirk!hes totally wrecked n got no sleep n tired poor him!i am missing him n worrying bout him too lol but he'll be back on da 18th i think as will i from my holdiday in sherwood forest so its all gd im not moping or anything like dat!well its lunch time so bye!!!
love hannah

hey it has been an age since i last blogged!!sooo long!!i am now 17 years old very exciting!!just back from kairos as well very very tired didnt get 2 bed till about 530 in dA morn on da last nite!n then last nte i was baby sitting n they didnt get home till 2 soo borin!nxt time im def bringin sum1 with me!i think i may no longer blog as i think it is all rather boring hmm

hey
well ive realised i aint really written anythin in my blog for a we while so tot i shud!im quite excited bout my bday on thurs!!i shall be 17 tis very kul!i think im just gettin a tennis racket lol coz i didnt no wot i wanted o n my nanny is buying me skool shoes!
ive been realsing the need at da mo for my life 2 be right with God in order for him 2 use me 2 his full extent coz if im not sorted then im just bein hypocritical by giving sum1 advice but im not feelin very sorted at the min on a bit of a low but im sure ill soon be on a high again coz its my bday!! well byes

hey
been a gd while since ive written in my blog!been gettin a lil stressed at da min bout work doin my rs course work on wed n english has 2 be in for fri n got rs esyes 2 write n keep gettin more n more history!ahhhh!!!!but it was a bit better 2day not as stresseed!
was in a very gd morn 2day when i woke up same with yesterday was very kul but also strange coz normally im a grumpy thing inthe morn but wakin up 4 8am with the sun shining i just wanted 2 get up!im loving spending time with God at the minute he just makes me feel so peaceful and comforted n can feel the strengeth he gives me!all my lil probelms r still there justn it makes it easier 2 deal with when im aware of him more.every morning ive been putting on my armour n ive been feeling the strengeth thats been giving me its very kul!n ivebeen tryin 2 bless da ppl hu annoy dats a v kul thing 2 do thanis 2 clare for suggesting it 8am was really gd as was impy congrats 2 ally

had an amzing time last wed nite coz had a girlie nite with kim n laura sooo much ufn we baked barbie buns n ate ice cream n watched beautu n the beast while eating popcorn n sweties lots n lots of fun this week we're watchin aladin they are very kul girlies n i feel i can be relaxed aroundthem whick is kul. had a gd nite babysittin while everyone was out partying as well. the kids were great though agian the wee one wudnt go 2 sleep i even tryied singin him 2 sleep lol but all i knew were panto songs.hjad a fun wee visit from laura, stephen n adam which livended up my evenin but also caused me 2 be in a state of terror as stephn left the door open but swore he hadnt. i was brave though n went upstairs n checked my scary ppl. but i was ok phew! well im thinin this is very long n borin so byes

hey all had a nice wee weekend away with my family was quite relaxing but was so strange that i wasnt doing anything or hadnt 2 be sumwhere or was t last for anything. I did miss kids club though.was reading a book called the queens confessions by victoria holt all about marie anointeette it was allk from her point of view which was strange coz id read another novel which was from the main revolutionaries point of view lol just reading over this and i really am a freak lol but well coz i was readin bout her i dreamt last nite i was to marry the future king of frandce n so then i wud b queen of france n ui was very excited bout this as i really was in love with him but ppl were conspirin 2 keep us apart.
weekend also gave me lots of time 2 think about hu i am which fitted in very well with wot clare was saying about identityi feel im becommin sum1 hu i dont wana be n dont know how 2 get away from it. aklso htink that most ppl probably think im very up myself which aint gd but i know i can set myself up 2 think im better than wot i do i suppose its coz i dont wana appear weak or vunerable in any way 2 others i duno
the prayer meetin was also really gd 2nite well done to stephen i really think hes much better at takin them than me coz ppl actually listen and learn from him ive decided 2 give up both pinball which i dearly love n will mean my dad will surely beat me but i do play alot n will be gd 2 give it up also givin up guys!!!!!which lynsie will be disappointed in me for lol i aint gona go out with a guy for 40days even if yhes very attrraxctive n perfect n asks me out lol although it may be unlikely that this will happen if it does i cant go out with him well gona go now n play pinball lol i still have till wed 2 play it i wana have a pancake party on tues if u wana come just pop rouind2 my house from bout 5 onwards till 7
nbyes

hey happy valentines day 2 everyone!!!!mwah! I got two cards this morning in the post was very exciting ones i know is from my mum n dad lol happens every year coz seeminly when i was 2 i cried on valentines day coz i didnt get one. but i cant work out who the other one is from its got 5 dashes as 2 the name so i was thinking mb my mate laura!hmm i got one bout two years ago n i still aint worked out who its from!
panto's been goin really well i think its gd fun doing it im really glad i hve. everyone is so nice its been kul gettin 2 know them. my make up wont come off properly though even after a shower i kinda look as if ive go fake tan on but rather badly put on fun fun.!well my dining room is freezing so im gona go get changed outa my pjas!lol normally on a sat id be a kids club ah bliss!well byes

well my work experience rocked!!tot id posted a comment bout it but must have dreamt dat!working in the office was kul coz anna da admin person was so lovely n really needed our help coz fundraising info had 2 be sent out but friday morn so waqs mostly stickin labels on n stamping n stuffing envelopes was quite excitin coz i got 2 frank!soooo kul!if u know wot that is i will be very impressed!
on da tuesday i went 2 a retreat down at castlwellan which was for da axiom y1 n tom team ppl.was really gd in the small group with a load of girlies they seem so spiritaul n so in touch wit God was quite humbling. then laura donelly n i played cards with these guys doin y1 so dat was gd fun. then was taken out for coffee by da leaders theyre all so nice had some gorgeous choc cake mmmm!
on da last day of work expereince it was time 2 go home n so i was lookin 4 my shoes coz i always take them off as i dont like workin with them on. i found one of them under the table where there shud have been 2 so i was quite confused n had every1 lookin for my poor lost shor. was rather typical of me 2 lose sumthin so i tot id just misplaced it. but after 20mins we still hadnt found it!!finally laura got one of da guys 2 ring peter this guy peter 2 check if hed hidden it which he had!i was not impressed so in true christan fashion i hid his soup. was really gd workin with them though had a lovely atmostphere n we did devotions everyday which was really kul!
laura donnely who i was workin with is lovely. we didnt really know each other except dat we were in da same year n at da same skool n was only we got chattin bout r work experience one day dat we ended up doin it 2gether. but we really did get on well hjad some really gd confos wit her n was such a laugh. she even made repetitive stamping not borin!o n if u think im competetive im nothing compared 2 her!!lolbut tis kul coz we've decided 2 meet up every other fri 4 prayer n chat which will b excitin!
been hard gettin in2 the regualrity of skool very tirin as well o well better go do my rs course work
byes

hey i have a bit of a headache at the min have had last couple of days on n off tis annoyin. my weird dreams have started again as well so random n strange verging on nightmares but not quite so yet. i didnt even think i was that stressed but maybe I am. I got rather stressed doing my ecdl exam 2day in was sittin tryin 2 finish it in the room by myself for ten mins lol felt a bit wick.
I looked after my twins at the weekend I love them so much n have realised im so maternal! they were sleepin in my room n i kept wakin up 2 check they were ok.didnt get much sleep lol i cant wait 2 have kids!!well i can wait obviously but will be so excitin!!It got me thinkin bout how much God cares for us n how much he wants for us as I wud have done nythi n2 protect those kids n 2 keep them safe n was listenin 2 c if they needed me how much more does God feel for us no wonder he never sleeps
also watchin kids movies over da weekend!robin hood as a fox disney version was soooooo gd i love it!!maid marion rocks!!one of my fave disney ones!alsop wathcin swan lake barbie and had such a great endin true love did indeeed triumph was so cute. lol im just gettin broody coz valentines day is approchin i hope i get a card!!i always like 2 send one dont know hu i will 2 this year..................if u ask me 2 send u one i will like 2 make u look popular lol well gona play some pinball its an addictive game though i do rock at it lol byes

Hello all, well this blog entry is for Philip and Laura as they have complained that they cannot understand what I am saying when I shorten words so I am endeavoring to be as correct as possible! I may even spell check!
I've been getting really upset lately and down and I feel I have a very false life. I have lived on this earth sixteen nearly seventeen years and I feel I have achieved nothing and that I am doing nothing that is worth anything. This is a very depressing realization. I also realized that I love material things too much as when my straightners broke last night I was so so upset- over a pair of straightners!
oh, and my cousin Rory nearly died last night. Which is something worthwhile to be upset about. He is six months old and was born with downsyndrum and has a hole in his heart. As he is growing so is the hole which means he gets infections very easily. At the minute he is in the Royal hospital and last night he nearly died because of his heart so please pray for him. Thanks.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE N ALL!!!a very funny thing happened to me in this new year. I was taking my doggie ruggles for a walk in stormont when this mornin though really it was afternoon n everythin was fine n i was admirin Gods creation n theni went down this path n got scared so had 2 run back n then when i was leavin i had 2 go down this grassy slope but i slipped n landed on my behind n was covered in muck n then had 2 walk the whole way home. was very funny i cudnt stope laughin 2 myself gr8 start tot the new year lol though it was v typical of me things like dat always happen.i thanked God for givin me a sense of humour coz otherwise i wud have just cried.
i had gd fun at lauras last nite was talkin 2 some rather random ppl was quite funny pants was ok bit borin in places though i saw lotsof ppl i aint seen in ages so was gd chattin 2 them.well gd afternoon 2 ny1 hu reads this mwah!!