hehe well i think stephen won aain today as he text me at lunch time but Hannah mckimm was a very close second as she emailled me at 445 but then i suppose she was in school! HEHE! we played lots of fun games today with the YFC ppl although we played the one were u put jam on ur nose n then cotton wool which was not so gd and one were u had to get sweetie out of flour n i got covered as one of the YFC guys kept throwing flour over me n we played a passing an egg game with r feet n this guy broke it on purpoe over my foot so i have rather smeely eggy feet! n very bad garlie breath as we had garlic piza bread n my breth reeked but we were singing a song in worship which was saying bout God taking ur breath n it made me laugh as i felt God was saying that he loved even my smelly breath!

David Stamfield took a talk yesterday about hearing Gods voice for yourself and others n at the end he gave us each a postcard n wot he felt God was saying to him for us through it. mine was off a dancer with load sof shoes infront of her n he was saying how i was going to proclaim the Gospel of Peace n have an evangleistic role n how i seemed to have loads of choices but all the choices were really the same. i chatted to him about it aftern he was sayig how wot i waqs going to be doing was more off a progreession of wot i ave already been doing that like a dancer starts off not being very gd at dancing but she progressers into a performer. but i dont really know wo Im already doing!? he asked me wot i would do if I could do wotever i wanted with a group of young ppl n i said play games. n he said that could be to do with it- that ppl r drawn to me as an entertainer ut through that they then get to encounter Jesus n get on the journey. it was all quite exciting but rather wscary- i said i didnt know wot i was passionate about i was passionate about alot of things liek injustic oppression n simplier things like ppl being crushed n he said it seemed i was compassionate about ppl. but i dont see how doing anceint history is really helping ppl n i really dont know if im meant to do it or even go to uni but then i do enjoy studying n did do well in my exams hmm! but i am not to stress or worry i feel n I know God will be faithful n that his plans r for gd- im soo impateint lol but im quite excited too- but feel i just need to take each day at a timen just see were it all leads but that he;s giving me a little more of the jigsaw puzzle.
well i feel this was all quite deep for so late at night n that i must go to sleep as i have three sessinos tomorrow ahh! (the timetable is slightly wrong!) n clare hill is talking to us tomorrow lol!
bye!