hey da bloomfield interskools thing was really kul jools da speaker was gd he said we needed 2 pray 4 ppl bout 3 things which is found in epheisans written by paul just b4 his death
1/pray for strength for them
2/pray that Christ wil be in their lives
3/pray taht theyll know Gods awesome love
n i began thinkin bout different mates of mine hurts taht theyre goin through n i realised that if they had all these things all their hurts n bad crap n theirlives wuid go away
its seems so simple really in the midst of this o so complicated world if u focus on God everythin else just seems 2 fit in2 place all those things that u were worryin bout n complinin bout dont seem2 matter ny more all dat matters is God n tahts a gd way 2 be i loose my focus far 2 easily was gd chattin 2 bt bout it 2nite shes so wise lol but i do totalyl respect her as a chrsitian so i do listen 2 wot she has 2 say n respect that it dont mean ill do it just means itll make me think bout it which is gd
i have never really found bei na chrsitan hard b4 just coz ive grown up with it i guess but this year been strugglin more n feelin v tested again the tennis conversations r goin well though i feel so unprepared n inexperiecned 2 anwser their quesitons they were sayin bout how the world began n how they belived n the big bang theory n i didnt know how 2 back up dat it was wrong when asked i just said i dont belive dat i belive it was God hu created the world. i dunno i just feel so inadecate at the moinute i know i also have Gods streght 2 support me but i still feel so alone sumtimes specially in skool.mb coz im just a loner lol hmm i dunno i just dont feel i have ny1 im mates wit my age hu i can chat bout God stuff 2 n i really want that jjust i dunon 2 have sum1 2 share how gr8 he is with n decesions ive made i dunno mb im just bein selfish
well nitenite lookin 4ward 2 autumn soul
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