hey school is so tiring findin it quite hard at the minute for various reasons none of them school work. and this girl n one of my classes who i dont really no said 2 me 2 day dont tell the teacher dat we have a test 2day!so i must portray myseklf as being somewot a geek but as if im gona remind da teach dat we had a test i didnt wana do thje test either!!!!hmm was quite upsetting though i suopose ppl cud think worse things about me. ive been gettin quite paranoid lately also as i think ppl r laughing at me but the thing is i dont think im just bein paranouid i really think they r which is upsetting again.but i am goin well with God he is the most important thing in my life at the minuite 2 me which is really gd n ive decided that i want 2 be a woman of God n be known for my inner beauty rather than outer whoich is really hard in a world were looks are everythin also i do want 2 be admired for my looks as well n for guys 2 thinkk yeah she gd lookin so its a fite inside me as 2 which i want more. and 2day this guy i know when he asked me y i wud nt go out wit this guy n i siad it was coz we werent ag dchrsitain guy which lead on 2 me sayin bout wot i belive which was really kul but then he said i just dont belive n all dat stuff sorry if ive offended u in not n ijust said i aint offended as ur entitled 2 ur opinion n i didnt know wot 2 say like coz i didnt wana shove it down his throught sayi n o this is the turht because bla de bla i dont know if i handled the situtation wrongly but was still kul talkin 2 him bout my faith been gettin loads of oppertunitys like dat lately n i feel like im muckin them up.but one thing its made me realise is dat u really need 2 be clear n wot u think and wot u believe otherwise how can u share wot u believe!ive been v glad ive already made quite alot of decesions bout my chrsitian life lately n ovwer the course of my chrsitian journey so im already claer on wot i think bout aloit of things.though here r still loads i have no idea about.but i know i ll have 2 get wot i think sorted hmm well nitenie