Thursday, November 20, 2003

hey im over my whole wantin 2 be sumthin in skool nxt year coz im gettin a badge by takin drama club how kul !!!!so thats me happy really!the whole bein patient has been gettin a lil better not losin it quite so much. there r 3 main issues in my life dat i need2 work on at the min
1/patience (and with that my temper)
2/my tactlessness
3/boys
i have left it up 2 God 2 hu i go out with n have left it in his hands but its so hard not 2 take it in2 my own hands again i need patience. though i dont agree with wot as stephen mccan thought was planned for me - a call 2 singleness!!!
i got excited again bout gettin married n havin kids i just think it will be such a gift 2 have a child and be a parentn bein santa for ur kids with ur husband wikll b so much fun!ill be mmore hyped than them on christmas day!!
im rather scared bout takin impy on sunday nite wit stephen!!!hmm coz we're tryin 2 get across the importance of prayer mn we want ppl 2 listen 2 us but i think i cud end up loosin control n ppl will then start yellin n then throwin n then ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!hmm lol but b4 hand at the prayer meetin were gettin ppl 2 pray for us b4 we take it so come along n pray for us coz we'll need it!!!
im plannin my mums murder mystery party as well at da mo sooooo much fun though my aunties r away on holiday till 2morrow so i cant arrange a date!im allowed a mate with me so if ny1 wud like 2 come let me no!! im also quite worried bout my mocks coz i think ill fial n then b really disapoointed hmm well nitenite

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